Teenage evils.

So I decided not to put a picture of this, because if I saw a blog with zits on it I think I would shut off my computer. But seriously, why do they have to terrorize the very important years of our lives. Aka, the teen lives. I mean, these lives are so important to us. We have our first kisses, first dates, first pms, first EVERYTHING and every day we have to worry about " Will I have a pimple tomorrow?" I mean seriously, why couldn't they just pop up when we are in our old ages, when we have no strength to even get up to look at ourselves in the mirror because our bones have deteriorated. It's not fair, and I'm going to sue. Well pretend sue. I'll protest against well-zits. Hah.It's not fair that our lives well our social lives, have to be in constant jeopardy because we don't want people to see our big fat zit. And if we do cover it up, we need makeup and sometimes a lot of it which makes us look fake. Simply annoying.

Stay beautiful.

I Scream for Ice Scream.

Ice cream. Yeah. That's right. I know what you're thinking " Why would she ever post something stupid like this?" Well, I'll tell you why. Ice cream is my dairy intake. I hate any other kinds of dairy products aka cheese or milk. I hate milk, the thought of it coming from utters, simply repulses me. And I only like cheese if its with crackers or on a ham and cheese sandwich. So there it is-ice cream. No matter what flavor it is, ice cream is the best thing ever! Vanilla,chocolate,chocolate chip cookie dough, oreo flavored...anything. Ice cream is a tradition that's been around for ages. And you know what, my ice cream doesn't come anymore, which really depresses me. I want to be those kids in the 50's that ran down the street following the ice cream man and yelling "come back, come back!". But unfortunately no luck. Instead I have to resort, to the nearest ice cream shops i.e Dairy Queen, Brusters, Ben & Jerry's, Rakestraws, and unfortunately the CARTON. I know, not as good as the original kind. But who cares its freaking ice cream. And I think we should all respect ice cream for being the best thing a kid could ever have. And being truly the only thing that will ever link us back to our childhoods, when we think we are too grown up to be a kid again.

Stay beautiful.

Simply Beautiful.

Have you ever just stopped at something along the street, and just stared? Stared at how remarkably beautiful it was. Yet this object was so simple, any man on earth could positively pass it without even noticing it. The earth is round, but round with exquisite material that our eyes never lay on. I just wanted to say this-Extravagent things may take your breath away, but the simple things in life will make you never breathe the same way again.




Stay beautiful.

Never Ending Predicaments

This entry is by request of my two best friends, whose names will name anonymous. But while my stay here at my friends house, she found a note that I had written to her in one of her darkest times. So this entry, will hopefully be inspiration to her and to everyone else who reads this. Everyday we live, life is like a roller coaster. The situations we fight through,the people we meet add to the daily pressures of well-life. You may think that in your dark time you are alone. But you're not the world needs you, and you're here for a reason. The world needs people like you to build and grow from the situation you are in. Never live in the situation, live out of it. Live your life as the dream you would tell your children. Live the life you want to, and don't get caught up in everyday. Instead think out of it, think about the future, but now at the same time. You see, a best friend told me " Too much of anything is never good." And that is completely true. Balance your life with faith and hope. Love and hate. Enemies and Friends. Because in the end, without ever knowing the other you never know the whole piece of it. If your friends with someone you think doesn't love you enough, think about how much you love them, and know that the reason your friends with them is not by the way they act but by the way you love each other. Friends will always come and go, but great friends stay by your side no matter what, and no matter how many miles away. If you have a boyfriend who won't trust you or won't give you the same respect know that you trust yourself and that the only person you can really count on is you. Never depend on anyone but yourself-because in the end who is there to turn to? No one but yourself. So if you are in your teen years, depend on yourself. Not your friends. Not your boyfriend. Not your parents. Prepare for the real world, where you can only see yourself and people can only see you. Social activities to us are the prime key right now, but take time to evaluate who you are before you get swept up into other's personalities. Be you, and don't ever change because of a situation. Every situation has its ups and downs, but neither up nor down should ever control your character and your position in this world. You are here, because the world needs you. Never underestimate your true colors, or what you are capable of. Never let anyone stand in your way because they say you can't do something. The only thing you can't do, is treat them the way they are treating you right now. Be strong, be you, all in all...

Stay beautiful.

Doctor Doctor.

Everyone's seen House or some other form of medical practice show right? Why can't life be that exciting? I mean I took a little visit to the doctor's today for my yearly physical and there was no one rushing in because their kid stuck a toy the size of a finger up their nose. Or did I just miss it?

No, I'm pretty sure that didn't happen. Instead I got notice that I have to get that Gardasil HPV prevention shot. Supposively I've heard that the shot feels like some one sucker punched you in the arm. Great that's exactly what I need. Although if it's preventing me from getting cervical cancer and HPV, then any form of pain is good for me.

So I'm currently working on a song, well I want to record it, but seeing as I have no recording equipment I don't really think that's going to happen. But, I decided that at the end of each week I will reflect on and outfit that I have seen throughout the week, that I really like. I'll take a secret photo of that person with my camera so I can remember what they looked like that day haha.

So, the summer drama so far. My best friend and I have been well, not so best friendish if you can say that? The thought of losing her as a friend makes me want to throw up. We've been friends for 6 years. So I recently brought it up that we haven't really been seeing eachother, and that we should hang out. It turned into this like 40 minute discussion/ argument, and she said she would do better and call me more. It's been let's see um.. 3 days so far. I called her last night and said that we should have a sleepover tonight and she was like "okay I'll call you". Tell me where have I heard those words before? So I kept calling her today-pre and post doctor visit- and finally somone answered the house phone. Ah, but it wasn't her it was her sister. So I asked if she was at volleyball, and she said " No, she went tubing." TUBING?, First off, wasn't the whole point of the conversation to invite eachother places more, to hang out? Um, I I'm not completely mistaken but I believe so! The world today. So still no call from her about tonight. Looking at the time, I really don't think there will be one. Let's count this the tenthmillion time.

Stay beautiful loves.